Excitement [is a wee bit of an understatement in my life]

HOLYCOW.

LASTWEEKIWROTEANICENOTETOTHISKIDWHOIFINDSUPERATTRACTIVETHINKINGHEWASLEAVINGTHEWARDANDIHADNOTHINGTOLOSE.

 ANDITOLDHIMHEWASFREAKINGATTRACTIVE.

he's totally staying in the ward for Spring/Summer.

At least, as far as I can tell.

AND I THINK HE KNOWS IT WAS ME.

I didn't sign it,

 I had my roommate disguise my handwriting

(I'll spare you the details),

but I also wrote two of his roommates nice notes

and the handwriting was probably similar enough

that he compared it,

figured I was trying to disguise my handwriting,

which I was,

deduced it was me,

AND ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK!!

[...yep. excitement.]

THEN HE KINDA SAT BY [being like, vicinity-ness] ME TODAY, BUT IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

totally got shy and didn't say much to him........

oi.

What if he thinks I am weird?

standoffish?

 [ps: that IS how you spell that.]

CRAZY?? prolly.

didn't want to talk to him??

didn't write that note??

I can read people's personalities pretty well.

EXCEPT IF I THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE.

Then I just freak out.

silently.

on graffiti walls. :)

ohhhhhh life. :)

ON THE OTHER HAND I TOTALLY GOT THE BEST CALLING EVER BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :)

frea. king. stoked. :) :) :)

life?

the Earth is beautiful,

and life is good. :)

"Do you think babies would be cuter if they were furry?"

BYU Men's Volleyball.

oh. my. gosh.

I prayed so hard that I'd be able to see the game.

I love that team.

As I was helping out with some cleaning in another apartment in my complex,

I received text messages informing me that BYU lost set one.

TOURNAMENT MODE.

FREAK OUT MODE.

Clean.

Text messages inform me that BYU has lost set two.

Sadness. These are my boys...

Clean some more.

Under the fridge looks MAGNIFICENT.

THE MAN texts me and informs me that BYU TAKES SET THREE.

Hopeful.

Finish underneath the fridge, finish up a few last things.

Say goodbye to future roommates of my roommate,

(which means that they're like my half-roommates)

and overcome a ticket crisis,

find a great parking spot,

and get to the game.

MOST INTENSE GAME I'VE EVER BEEN TO!!!!!

win. :)

WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :)

Mix this all with moving out,

a graduation party,

making sure I see friends who are leaving soon,

and a job.

And a shower. :)

oh AND a pizza. :)

Best April 25th I've ever had?

probably. :)

It IS the perfect date... :)

One time, I was an honorary coach. Lil' bro came with. :)

life? sometimes, as complicated as life gets,

life is always still good. :)

Since no one reads this anymore, I think I will dub this my personal graffiti wall.

And on my graffiti wall, I can do whatever I want.

I can write good things.

I can write sad things.

I can write things that only make sense to me and only me.

And it's ALL LEGAL.

And out there,
but never seen.

There are no judgments.

No hurt feelings.

Nothing held back. ...unless I still want to hold something back. There are just certain things that you don't let go of until they're tamed.

Some things that you just don't share, even if no one's listening.

There's also no one to share in the joys with here.

But that's ok, I guess.

Because I have other outlets for joy too. :)

If you do still read this,
I'm not counting you as a nobody.
And if you want to leave a comment,
by all means, go ahead. :)

If you do read this,
and choose to remain anonymous,
...how am I ever supposed to know?
By all means, go ahead. :)

And should you choose to make yourself known,
even after years of following in silence,
don't be afraid.
I'll only think it stalker-ish if you are creepy.
In which case I will probably put some privacy protection on this blog or delete it altogether.
Gotta stay safe, ya know? :)
But if you're a normal person,
whether I know you or not,
I'm not going to judge you.

Because secretly,
graffiti artists like it when other people see their art.
Whether it's understood,
or not.
Whether it teaches someone something valuable,
or not.
That's part of the reason why we put it up.

That and I don't believe in unrighteous judgment. :)

And as many of my friends know,
I've always wanted to become a graffiti artist. :)

life? life is always good. :)