Wednesday, January 15, 2014

I am good enough.

I am a runner.

I have always been a runner.

It got hard,
I turned the world off,
and I ran.

I ran to hide.
I ran to avoid.
It got hard,
so I turned away
and I ran.

I'm afraid.

Then I learned to run.

Sometimes I run still to hide,
to shut everyone out,
to drown out all of my confusion,
my heartbreaks,
and my crazy.

[get away]

But mostly,
I run
to heal.

Running makes me happy.
Running helps to clear my desert-mountainous mind.
Running pushes me to do things I never thought I could ever do.

And right now,

I just wanna run.



life?
life is always good, love.
don't you ever forget it. :)

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

I miss spending so much time with my family. Especially Ink.

Small fact:

I love to drive.
Driving is one of my loves in life. :)

It relaxes me.
It lets me get away from things if I need to.
It takes me to amazing places. 
It's... a good thing. :)

Secret:
One of these days if I ever start dating anyone,
(according to my bishop: if "idiot boys" grow a pair and ask me on a date)
or even if this was a first date or something,
I think a boss date would be to just drive somewhere.
We don't have to go far
(though that would still be cool).
I would love if we just went and looked at sweet houses. :)

Love this line:
*ALERT: CHEESINESS AHEAD!*
(SOMETIMES, it's ok!)

"Take the keys to my car
and the keys to my heart
and just drive."
-The Band Perry

Driving is one of my favorite things to do. :)

...so is running.
Does this make me a runner, like in the figurative sense?
Answer: I think I always have been.
And now I actually, physically run.

FACE YOU FEARS. 

And eat Oreos. :)

life?
life is good. :)