I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL I DON'T HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY ON MONDAYS ANYMORE.

So I'm addicted to The Next Food Network Star.

IT'S AWESOME.

it's on at 10:00 at night.

I WANT TO EAT ALL OF THEIR FOOD.

ALL OF IT.

ALL OF THE FOODS!

I can't... do that...

1: It's 10:00PM at the EARLIEST. My body's like, "You will NOT feed me that late. You feed me that late, and I will make you fat and cramp down on your long-distance running ability. Marathon dreams? GOODBYE."

(I ran my first half marathon yesterday! YEAH!)

2: This show has already been filmed by the time I get to watch it. THERE IS NO FOOD LEFT. They never save me ANYTHING...

3: ...How can I eat food through the TV anyway? blast.

life?

happiness is not based on that one person that never seems to really understand you.

never shows interest in trying to really understand you.

is driven away by EVERYTHING you do,

whether it's ignoring him

or trying to be his friend.

that's just a trial.

My happiness comes from building my foundation on my Savior.

 therefore,

life is good. :)

I can do hard things.

That run was for Rachel. :)

Philippians 4:13

Dear Lorin.

You have inspired me.

Thank you. :)

life?

I told you. life is hard.

but I remind you:

life is always good. :)

I lost.

We're always told that we'll win some and we'll lose some,

but I didn't think that this would be one that I actually lost.

Because I didn't think that this (the loss) was even RIGHT.
I don't think it was supposed to happen.

which means that it is my fault,

my failure,

I couldn't do it. Not even with help.

That's it,

it's over.

If you can believe it,

life is still good. it's always good.

just harder sometimes than others.