I'm pretty good at making up names for playlists. :)

So basically, this is what I've felt like lately:

If I didn't have a backpack,
I would take off running.
I don't know where I'd go,
probably somewhere south, though.
I just want to get away
from this everyday
SAMENESS!

Just fyi: The second one's not about a guy. haha! ;)

So when you have 4 siblings go through the marriage process, you tend to think about your own wedding.

A LOT.

So here's what I have!



TEMPLE: I either want Newport (CA), Snowflake (AZ), Lai'e (HI), or a Utah temple that none of my family has gotten married in yet. We kind of have this goal to all get married in different temples, cause that's how it's worked out so far. :)

Newport: Close to Disneyland
Snowflake: RED ROCKS!! They have red rocks on the temple grounds!
Lai'e: My favorite temple. Though HIGHLY unlikely.
Utah: Local. Easy on the parents. ;)


DRESS:
Mermaid Style. Collar. I'm a huge fan of flowers, so when I saw this dress I was like, "Mom- that's my dream dress!" I'm thinking white, but I'm not opposed to ivory... we'll see. :)

THE FRONT


I love the flower on the collar!


WITH A VEIL


SIDE VIEW


RING: ugh... I couldn't get the ring pic to upload. I don't know why... it just failed every time. But it's like 3 rings around the diamond... if you can't picture it, don't worry. I'm not the best at describing things sometimes! But I've never seen anyone with a ring like it. It's totally unique! :)

COLORS: Still undecided. My favorite color is green, so I want lime green in there. I could keep it simple with Black, White, and Green, but then my flowers would suck. I want more color in my flowers. I've thought about Green and Bronze, but again... flowers... hm. I'm working on it!

BRIDALS: MOAB. Moab, Moab, Moab. I. Love. Red. Rocks. One of my sister's friends got her bridals done at Moab and I absolutely LOVE them. LOVE them! Red rock, white dress, desert = totally Stephanie. Moab. MOAB!!

SHOES: Lime Green Hightop Converse. Maybe with our names on them... hmm.

HAIR: Down and curly with a flower in it! A white flower. :) Preferably island-ish.

CAKE: I've thought about having a really unique cake (at least, unique from what my family members have had so far), but now I'm not so sure I care much about the cake... As long as it tastes good. Nothing too fancy.

RECEPTION: The church gym is fine, as long as we decorate it awesome! That's what I think I'll have to spend most of my time dreaming up.

LUNCHEON: haha- probably the one thing I haven't thought of yet! We'll have to see. :)

I. fetching. love. life. :)

So the song used to go like this:

Even though I think that I'm done,
Baby you're still
making me smile
against my will.
I just don't know
how to get you out of my mind...

Because I think I'm falling in love
with you every day.
Every time you look at me.
Every simple thing you say.
But baby I know you just don't feel the same...
Guess I'll have to wait...


But now, the song has a whole new direction. And it goes like this:

You make me SMILE like the sun!
Fall outta bed!
Sing like a bird!
Dizzy in my head!
Spin like a record!
Crazy on a Sunday night!

You make me dance like a fool!
Forget how to breathe!
Shine like gold!
Buzz like a bee!
Just the thought of you can drive me wild!

You make me smile. :)

Seriously, opposition in all things... oh my goodness! It's a love/hate relationship. But as weird as it may sound to you, I am SO grateful for it!!

Even on the worst days,
just know
that there is opposition to ALL things.
ALL things.
Not just some.

ALL.

I want to know what makes YOU smile! :)

What would this be without something totally unrelated? (Even my title is related to my post this time! CRAZY!!)

I met a guy today with an AWESOME name. haha! ;)


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CVJH Falcons '09-'10

Bronze and Green.

Sometimes...

I just need to keep my big mouth shut.

Golf and Alcohol Don't Mix, So That's Why I Don't Drink and Drive.

...because good grief!! I'd knock out my teeth, and have to kiss my smile goodbye.

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

NAME THAT MOVE!
"Ok boys! What have we learned?"
"*groan* ...don't put twinkies on your pizza."

It'll come. You'll find it. Just trust in Him. Proverbs 3:5-6

Ok.

Sometimes,

I just want to run.

And run.

And never stop running.

I am a girl with many words.

Sometimes in life, we just need to let it go. Move on. It's hard, and we don't know how, but we trust in the Lord and we just... do it. Just do it.

Sometimes in life, we do stupid things. No matter the degree of stupidity, don't dwell on it. Make it a stupid moment, not a stupid part of your life.

At some time in life, we need to get out of our safe zones. Even if that first step is off a ledge. But don't worry- it's better that way. Because you know what the difference between the safe zone and the ledge is? The safe zone has boundaries. You'll never reach greater heights if you're afraid to fall. Opposition in all things. It's a love/hate relationship. ;)

What's green and has wheels?
...grass. I lied about the wheels.

HAHAHAHA!! favorite. joke. ever.

Live life, and LOVE it!